While I continue to jumpstart my career, I have found limited job opportunities. I am neither attracted to men nor women just boys. For the longest time, I thought I was gay which was weird because I had a few same-sex experiences and did not enjoy it. I think that is why it took me so long to realize that I am a pedophile. I never acted on my attraction because I was never around boys. Ever since I was 12, I knew I had an attraction to boys ages 7-12.